week 36
I do it to myself every time, even when I promise myself this time it’s different.
I try to do too much.
As soon as I make a list of three goals that I want to accomplish, I’m screwed. No matter how much I try to make them realistic, I push too hard toward them, and usually my body rebels against it by getting sick or giving up.
I then decide that I shouldn’t be trying to work toward goals, I should be working on building habits. I have read so many books and articles about the importance of habits. Well, I turn my habits into a goal and get obsessive about it, until I get sick or something comes up and I fail, and then I beat myself up about it, thinking that if I were more disciplined than I would be able to stick to a habit.
I am going to do one thing differently this time: I am not going to beat myself up about it. And my real goal is that I am going to try to do less.
It has been a week or two with my new chore chart. Having been paralyzed by a mountain of chores every weekend after slogging through a hard week of work, I am trying something different. Instead of trying to face all the chores on Saturday and/ or Sunday, I am going to split them up. I am lucky that my husband does the vast majority of the meal prep, grocery shopping, cooking and dishes, so I am going to pace myself with the other chores.
Here’s my chore list:
Sunday: laundry/ water plants
Monday: Garbage/ recycling
Tuesday: Dusting/ wiping glass
Wednesday: Vacuuming
Thursday: Cleaning bathrooms
Friday: Mail/ bills/ paper sort
Saturday: Washing bedding/ towels, dogs bath/ nail trims, joint help with yardwork.
During the week, I am setting a maximum of 20 minutes that I can spend on any of those chores. So far, it has worked well. I am hoping that it will free up some energy for doing more creative projects as well. But I wonder if I set an approach of just playing with creativity rather than trying to white-knuckle my way through projects, if I’ll have more productive results. It’s worth a try.